February 5, 2012
So that happened
October 21, 2011
Shall I pick up where I left off?
April 12, 2010
Wouldn’t know right? I thought that if I put my blog address on my Christmas card that I’d write more. Not so much… so welcome Christmas card people… if you have had that kind of patience. I would also like to introduce you all to Macbook the sequel. It is lovely and thin, and functioning and you know… not stolen.
So you can look forward to
January 31, 2010
Really I do. I want to be cleaver and witty. I want to write stuff that people will want to read. So I tried to make myself a writer. I started blogging daily when I was out of school and out of work, I wanted to create discipline in my life. I would write 500 words every other day. And I hoped that writing funny, personal little things would convince me that I could write long and scary things… like dissertations. It didn’t work. Writing still seems like a chore. I was sitting here at work with literally nothing to do for hours before I said to myself, I guess I’ll go write something.
For me, writing is laborious. I have little to say and I always feel like I’m saying it badly. And today I am even less inspired to go back to school and all the writing that entails. And I have thought about writing a theatrical adaptation of Thomas Hardy’s “Under the Greenwood Tree” for like 3 years, just as something interesting to try. Well guess what just opened in London? (not that I was going to get a London opening… it’s just the principle.)
I did one of my lectures in my Teaching seminar on emotions and I did an activity to illustrate that making yourself smile actually make you feel happier. And CS Lewis says that doing good things will make you into a better person. Dr. Wagner (my major professor) said “it’s not that you are a bad writer, you just need to work at it more.”
I’m working on it… less now that I had been. But it’s the kind of person that I want to be. So please bear with me while I try. I have a feeling I won’t ever be Steinbeck, but I just want to be Erin. Whether that includes dissertations, 500 words or 200.
And I believe that actions can change your attitudes… eventually.
More is on the way.
January 17, 2010
- First, you know… what’s not to like. I remember when I was watching the exhibition after the 2007 Nationals when he got silver. I happened to be at home in Gulf Breeze when my sister and her friend came in. I was gushing about how he had come from behind. There he was and they were as won over as me.
- He skated to Baroque chamber music and wore a period costume complete with puffy shirt… and it was funny.
- He’s the king of the quad, landing two to beat both Lysacek and Weir in the Free Skate.
- His crazy hair.
- He is such a performer. It’s always a piece of theater… no one can win a crowd like Ryan… except maybe Philippe Candeloro.
- He’s 3 time collegiate champion. The rest of them don’t bother with the school thing.
- He’s dangerous… only needed a few more points that he lost in the short program to get on the Olympic team. After the excellent Free… I was so torn about cheering for Johnny Weir. Can’t we have four spots?
- All that’s next… alternate on the Olympic team, exhibitions, pro shows, tours. Can’t wait.
December 19, 2009
My own Ouidad cut, from the salon in Maryland. Still a little frizzy, probably thanks to the nonstop rain. Overall grade B. Not the life changing experience others have had, but pretty. And I kind of wish I’d left it a little longer.
October 12, 2009
My house was burglarized a few hours ago. I was expecting much worse, but all they took was my laptop. I reported the serial number and there is a tag number to the suspect so we’ll see. I know that’s a lot more that most people have when they get burgled.
I hope you come home.
February 12, 2009
You’d think that I’d learn my lesson, but I managed to overdraft my checking account for the second time in a month. It makes me mad at myself because I prided myself on being in tight control over my finacial life (maybe one of the only areas really.) The problem is that the job I have now literally pulled me back onto the finacial cliff. I did not have enough money to pay my November rent. But it also marked the first time in 3 years that I was back to living on a paycheck basis. I lived two years being paid in big chunks and then I lived off the savings of the big chunks. And about 3 years ago I stopped using my checking account. I’d pay my bills out of the chunk, I’d make purchases on my credit card, then pay it off in full at the end of the month from the chunk. While I was working I alway had the big chunk and it was plenty and more. In fact I managed to save about a third of what I made that got me through the year. But as that chunk started running out I started to carry a balance on my credit card. Which I don’t like at all. So now that I’m working again and living literally paycheck to paycheck (which are luckily enough) my chunk mentality is still getting me in trouble. My expenses have gone up at least as much as my salary from the last time I was on the tight biweekly pay. Stupid grocery costs plus internet plus about $1000 more per year in rent. So that control I need it back. But some things are hard to learn and when you make money mistakes you literally pay.
January 6, 2009
Happy New Year to everyone… and I’m back once again.
Okay I’ve been gone awhile, but keeping up a blog while you’re unemployed is immensely easier than when you are working full time. But like everyone else in the world does it. So I’m gonna work back up to posting more often. And in the meantime I’m going to continue to get used to having a real job.
November 23, 2008
Because Sunday school classes don’t teach themselves, when you had a power outage and your alarm doesn’t go off.
So I went and bought a battery powered alarm clock that has a outdoor temperature sensor, bonus! But it’s just not that fun to hug.
“There are always uncertainties ahead, but there is always one certainty–God’s will is good.”
Always, huh? I guess so. I guess that’s why you have to be content in the way things are now, because God always has what’s best for you in mind.